Explosions

The lyrics of this song by Ellie Goulding bring You to mind.  

Most especially, the part that I have bolded in the end of the lyrics.

I see that the explosion in your world as it all comes crashing down from the sky.  An explosion no-one could prevent, no matter how hard anyone could have tried.

But it is You, YOU that has put yourself into that situation and there is only so much anyone can do.  For so long, I tried.  But it would never, nor could it ever be enough.  

But it will never be the same. It never can be the same.

We can only watch from a distance, love from a distance, knowing that it is the only way it can be.  And hoping, that after it has all crashed down, that one day, somehow, you will come back together. With peace of mind.

Ellie Goulding - Explosions

You trembled like you'd seen a ghost
And I gave in
I lack the things you need the most, you said where have you been
You wasted all that sweetness to run and hide
I wonder why
I remind you of the days you poured your heart into
But you never tried
I've fallen from grace
Took a blow to my face
I've loved and I've lost
I've loved and I've lost

Explosions...on the day you wake up
Needing somebody and you've learned
It's okay to be afraid
But it will never be the same
It will never be the same

You left my soul bleeding in the dark
So you could be king
The rules you set are still untold to me and I lost my faith in everything
The nights you could cope, your intentions were gold
But the mountains will shake
I need to know I can still make

Explosions...on the day you wake up
Needing somebody and you've learned
It's okay to be afraid
But it will never be the same

And as the floods move in
And your body starts to sink
I was the last thing on your mind
I know you better than you think
'Cause it's simple darling, I gave you a warning
Now everything you own is falling from the sky in pieces
So watch them fall with you, in slow motion
I pray that you will find peace of mind
And I'll find you another time
I'll love you, another time

Explosions...on the day you wake up
Needing somebody and you've learned
It's okay to be afraid
But it will never be the same