Reflections and writings of a Dominant woman, on control and on power exchange, on the depths of D/s and the dynamics of Female Led Relationships, on ownership and possession, on pain and on love, on chastity and denial, on feelings and on thoughts, on life and loss, fantasies and desires, wants and wishes, longings and needs. On sadistic feelings and on seductive visions. On life.
05 January 2011
I know what you mean
"Frustrated Mistress" when I ask how the boy is feeling.
It is a common theme in the boys response, the one word that you can guarantee will come from the boys mouth.
Hardly surprising with the length of time the boy has been denied the chance to touch, to edge, let alone orgasm.
But, I know what you mean.
You mean . . . "god, please let me touch your cock, play with it and allow me to edge. Please let me edge until I can hold back no more. Please don't tease me anymore with the frustrations of being denied and allow me to orgasm. Please let me give in to the frustrations, to know how it feels to cum once more. Please hear my desperation, my longing to touch, please hear the times I am close to screaming with how you deny me"
And all you say is "Frustrated Mistress".
But I know what you mean.
"I want to feel the pain you want to give me" the boy says.
And I know what you mean.
You mean "I want to feel the pain as you pinch and torture my nipples, clamping them hard making me cry out in pain. I want to feel the pain that you inflict upon my body, I can take it hard, so don't go easy, just beat me and hurt me and make me cry with the release from the pain"
And you mean so much more.
Frustrated, Pain, simple words, but so much more behind them.
But I know what you mean.
You don't need to say more. You don't need to say anything as I can tell how you're feeling even without words.
Whether it is one word, a hundred words or none at all, I know what you mean.
But what if I don't care how frustrated you are?
What if I don't want to hear anything else apart from your frustration.
What if I don't want to give you any pain?
I won't.
But I know what you mean.
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That ability to figure out real feelings after the words end. That ability to understand the emotions. That ability to play with them and to shape them according with your tastes.
ReplyDeleteThose abilities are very sexy, Kat.