I want to hurt you

I want to hurt you.


And you know it.

But I know that you want me to and that makes me to not want to hurt you.

How sadistic is that?


Yet I know that I will. And you know it too. 

I wonder if you will want it then?


I want to make you cry.

And you know it too, and I hope that if you do, that you don't beg me to stop.

I won't stop.